This Agonizing Process Requires Baby Steps

Why oh why can I not complete a perfectly structured story in a moment. Why must the brain contain restraints?

Now now now now now

All my life...the small steps to create the bigger picture...have seemed the most insane and asinine concept teachers and parents have ever presented to me.

Messy room...I only see the need for an end result without the steps to get there.

Math equations...I was the kid who never showed his work. Why, when I saw the work in my head, did I need to present it on paper?

Plot lines and acts. Subtle transitions. Why...why must I see them at the same time?

Controlled madness.

Baby steps.